I've always found the idea of death comforting. The thought that my life could end at any moment frees me to fully appreciate the beauty and art and horror of everything this world has to offer...
The Pain...
"There is a beautiful kind of pain.
The electrifying kind that jolts you awake
like a dose from a defibrillator or one too many shots of caffeine;
the soothing kind you clutch to your chest like a child would his teddy;
the kind that mutters soothing words into your hair and holds you as a mother might.
(a pain like flushing your mind through a blender,
turning it into chicken feed,
And bleeding the world though your soul)
your addicted to it -
to chewing the world apart like scrap paper through a shredder -
you want to live it, hold it, marry it, taste it, be it;
Come home each night to find it waiting for me in the bathtub,
soaking me in its acid...
Agony is sugar-coated, wrapped in silk and duty-free;
it licks through your skin and bleeds its impurities.
Bloodletting was used to purge evils
and your am old-fashioned.
There is a beautiful kind of pain,
and I'm too afraid to let it go."
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